I need a hug...

There are just so many things that happened since the last time i wrote on this blog. Events that challenge my abilities and my limits.

I have never felt this tired physically. I am always on the go. Meetings here, events there. Plus the 1.5 hour drive to and from home. Imagine that.

I have never felt this tired mentally. Not being able to control the things around you adds up to the mental stress of getting things done.

I have never felt this tired emotionally. As most friends have observed, i have trust issues. I don't share too much information on what's going on with my life. I prefer keeping them to myself. But when i do care to share,i tend to break down. This is who I am and I know it's not good to be like this forever.

This post may seem as a rant session. But it's not.
This post may imply that I am giving up. But I am not.
My body makes me feel that I'm not okay. But my inner self drives me to finish what i started.
I may have some doubts about myself and my choices. But i have to move on.

I need a hug to reaffirm myself that what I'm doing is right.
I need a hug to reignite my confidence that everything's going to be alright.
I need a hug to assure myself that i am not alone after all. And that someone does care.